My two loves

I DIE

Vintage Chanel

It's Bananas

Wow-zer

As this weekend comes to a close, I came to realized something... I'm fuckin twenty-three years old SHIT. ha, how awesome is that? I mean comparing to that Blink 182 song that specifically says No one Likes you when your twenty-three (BULLSHIT) that is only half true and I'm saying this because it's funny. This weekend was amazing my good friend adriana came by to spend time with me for my birthday weekend and we had a blast. Thanks ADRI

Sadly to say, I am still sick and I'm not as bad as i was on Friday, but I still have whatever it is I have. I just popped a gazillion pills down my throat to make sure it does not progress to anything bad,and please knock on wood for me if possible. I need to relax now and tomorrow monday is a great day to do so. Besides the fact I have to read a tremendous amount for my class on tuesday but I can survive, It's not that bad really! Therefore here are some pictures of my day today with adriana, CIAO BELLA

PRESS PLAY

Yeah, you've been alone

I've been gone for far too long

But with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show

The pain I've grown to know

`Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes

My heart's always with you now

I won't question why so many have died

My prayers have made it through yeah

`Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm

Helped me through the storm

But with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes

My heart's always with you now

I won't question why so many have died

My prayers have made it through yeah

`Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true

I've waited so long just to come hold you

I'm making it through

It's been far too long, we've proven our

love over time?s so strong, in all that we do

The stars in the night, they lend me their light

to bring me closer to heaven with you

(Bring me closer)

But with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes

My heart's always with you now

I won't question why so many have died

My prayers have made it through yeah

`Cause with all these things we do

It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

And with all that we've been through

After all this time I'm coming home to you

THIS GUY made a good point

Breaking Up

Yeah, I don’t think I want to see you anymore. You don’t really need me and I’m kinda intimidated by your real job. I’m not gonna do that whole let’s-see-other-people thing though…that leads to all this fucking crying and I end up feeling like a total dick.

Instead I’m gonna just quietly withdraw and stop responding to your texts, occasionally emerging from the ether to send you cryptic, apologetic emails about my current bout of episodic depression. I’ll use figurative language like “buried under life” or “in a cocoon” or “I’m a fucking trainwreck” and make increasingly vague references to hanging out in the near future. Then you’ll have a chance to get used to the idea of not having me in your life as I gradually fade into nothingness. (True, one time this chick sent me an email after I ghosted telling me she was all bewildered and furious, but she was crazy possesive or some shit.) That way when I finally run into you at Brooklyn Bowl and I’m with my new girl (the one I started hanging out with when I started sending you those emails—chyeah, I dovetail babes), everybody’s cool.

Really, this is better for everybody.

(this is from one of my favorite blogs) amazing how he explains it, totally a hipster

Birthday Wish

Today is my birthday! surprise surprise I'm officially 23! amazing how old I get and yet look young. I could get mistaken by being a teenager now a days, since most of them look 30 now. And yes, that is me trying to be mean but it is the truth, cant hide from it. Well my birthday, October 13, 2009 landed on a tuesday, therefore I had class today and a club meeting. Class was boring, yet effective, I did learn something you know. And the meeting was good, even better was the fact that they had a birthday cake for me. I was so surprised and happy at the same time. I didn't know who idea it was, but I did find out and yes thank you marco! it was nice of you to buy me a cake, Thank you. The night is almost over and I cant wait for the weekend, tons of fun with my best buddy! ciao bella

FREEDOM

liberated at last! happiness in the new world! peace and prosperity for all! long live the beatles!

funny things come in small packages

therefore they are funny. metaphorically speaking of course, yet i learned a lesson this year and with that said, i am going to finish up my history class paper that is due tomorrow. well i haven't written on my blog for a while, and the purpose of this blog i mean this is for my own personal growth in writing. Some people do not understand the concept of blogging, and it makes me sad indeed. Today i woke up pretty early to find out that my cold sore got bigger and bigger, and every time i talk it burns. the pain of being human, right? ugh

my weekend on the other hand was filled with excitement, and fun. I was able to see my cousin play soccer and spend time with my little nephew in which is starting to say new words everyday. It is amazing seeing the developmental growth of children and their linguistic capabilities. He astonish me everyday and every minute. Now, I do think it is time for me to finish my paper, I am happy to know it's just the conclusion i have to finish bye bye stress, hello screening tonight. In other words, i am going to see a documentary at the theaters tonight. I hope it will open up some eyes. CIAO BELLA

relax max

i really need to relax and think some things over, really hurt! but i just have to move on!