awkward

Many say once you forget you will forever forget. Yet this is not the case, I can say all I want and I don't care if you feel awkward about it because you don't care anyways. Yes, I wish it could of been different between us but in the end it wasn't my choice and I respect that. Even though we knew each other for a couple of months I felt happy! and I still do, as long as you know it. Now I'm not putting anyone on the spot because I don't do that I'm just saying how I feel! and is that a crime? I hope not. Girls express their feelings differently than guys do and guys should realize that and not be jerks about it. However, guys will be guys and what can I say sometimes that's good. But in the end it is what it is and life moves on, it's a circle of life, but hear this, I will never forget you and I will be waiting like a dumbass no matter how long it takes because you are special to me and you may hate that but THAT'S how it is peace, love, and happiness CIAO BELLA