to die for

Black hair, blonde cross

A Dream

In visions of the Dark night I have dreamed of joy departed; But a waking dream of life and light Half left me broken-hearted. Ah! what is not a dream by day

To him whose eyes are cast On things around him, with a ray Turned back upon the past? That holy dream, that holy dream While all the world were chiding,

Hath cheered me as a lovely beam A lonely spirit guiding. What thought that light, thro' storm and night So trembled from afar- what could there be more

purely bright. In truth's day-star? -Edgar Allan Poe

sunny bunnies

vilma, vilma, bo-vilma banana fanna fo fima me mi mo mima, VILMA! I used to sing that song all the time with other people's names of course. Sadly, everyone started singing it and I stopped. I don't like to be in the scene, mainstream shit. That was something mean to say but whooo careeesssss! moving on, I just got out of my math class and it was fun, I actually understood the subject (no surprise there) and now I am in Cayton waiting to get picked up and go home. I have a lot of Homework again and studying to do. So far this week I've been so busy at school going to my club meeting and volunteer work at school, plus passing out flyers to people to go watch the SLEEP DEALER movie. We need the ticket stubs to get fundraising  movie for our scholarship. eek. tired. red eyes, sleepy, and not hungry. Now I am going to waiting for my boyfriend to call me and surprise he did! but now I got mad at him for being the biggest asshole in the world. eek. ciao bella

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CURRENTLY LISTENING TO....

THE GOLDEN FILTER

clinical protection

Clinically proven to heal your anxiety. To help you relax and have fun, live life to the fullest with no regrets. That is what you will get if you get the  vee-med. Well I wish there was a med named after me but sadly there isn't. The only thing close enough to sound like my full name is an STD. The VANERIO DISEASE. I don't even think I wrote it right but yeah you get the point. So, I am in my room waiting for my soulmate to come over, we are going to have a picnic today, all thanks to the wonderful California weather. Unlike yesterday, we had winds going at 46 mph. It was scary since Californians are not used to weather like that. Well in the end in calmed down and I am enjoying my sunny day, birds chirping  and my dogs sleeping. Along the marvelous weather I was able to take some random pictures of stuff, including myself, I am a stuff. To close this enjoy them, don't be mean and see them with an open mind, ciao bella.

wedding love birds

if my wedding dress can be a victorio & lucchino dress

awwww i die 

Don't put your fingers in your mouth

What an amazing easter weekend. For the first time my little nephew diego went egg hunting, and boy oh boy it was really cute. Now it is tuesday afternoon and I am procrastinating on my math homework, however I am in my spring break so I have a reason to be lazy. Right now I am listening to the presets, and the golden filter. My new favorite band, but wait, hold on, I still love heartsrevolution so don't get me wrong. The problem is that they might (MIGHT) be getting a little bit too mainstream, and I am not a big fan of the idea. So, the golden filter may have replace their spot in my heart only if  HR goes more into mainstream. Other than that, I am really happy with both of them, plus i can never be mean to LO or BEN. They are so nice. Now moving on from them I was also watching the bloody beetroots new video featuring steve aoki. OHHH MYY fucking god it is fucking amazing. I am in love with this one girl , and don't  get mad albert lol, but she is beautiful, her hair her face her effin clothes are total bad ass and hype. you will see of who i am talking about. just go to www.dimmak.com and watch it. and so with that said I am going to take a nap and hopefully dream of puppies in cute little clothes. I am kidding I don't dream, and if I do I usually forget. Go figure. But really I am going to take a nap and rest because my head hurts right now. And maybe when I wake up I could start on my homework for god sakes. If not then whhhaaaat eveeeer. I would eventually do it, even at the last minute. Ohh by the way i lost about 5 pounds already , and my goal wait is 115 sooo yeah ima get there. slowly but i will. now lets go mimiz and zzzzzzzz our lifes away. ciao bella.

mentally challenge

ugh. I hate when people start talking bad stuff about other people's languages. For example, I was at school waiting for the bus to go home, and two girls came to wait as well. As it turns out they were talking about how they hate the British Accent. Like really? are you serious? It wasn't that I was snooping into their conversation, but they were talking very obnoxiously and rude. I was amazed how ignorant and naive these two girls were. I mean, you can not come to a school that is filled with International students and have the nerve to say you hate the accent of some cultures. If only they were smart enough to know that the proper way of speaking English is by speaking the British way. We speak "slang" English, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! But to the end of their most stupid conversation I realized they were new to the school, fresh out of High School. Well that explain their stupidity.

 Also, I am not trying to sound like a smart ass, but it is the truth and honestly talking like how they did is how many racial hate crimes start. I wanted to say something but I was too tired to fight and debate about the issue. Especially since I am the type of person who likes to win in debates. Thankfully I was home and able to think about the problems of this country. What is going on with the younger generation? As the technology advances into the age of laziness there could only be one explanation. Parents! Now a days!!! these parentals do not take the time to teach their children respect nor obedience. It is sad if you think about it, the internet, cell phones, and shows are sources that also play a huge role on how these kids act. Once I have my children I will make sure to teach them their manners and to learn how to  love and adore the world as ONE and not because living in the United States gives them the right to feel superior. And if they want to feel like that, then they are going to have to work their way up high in this society. Now I'm done expressing my thoughts. ha/ha back to my math homework :)